"NothinG is EterNaL..!!"

Why?

Why do we need more freedom?

When we are having enough

Is there anything we are scared off to deal with

Why we grow up too fast leaving all the childless behavior back

Why a man does attains a certain age called maturity and starts judging what is wrong and what is right

We can’t remain a child forever like till death

Not judging anything doing mistakes and doing the hell what comes up and cop up right the way

No but we gain maturity and comes to know that we are dealing with hundreds of problems and certain pressure , behaving like a pervert in front of what we are thinking

What does perfect looks like?

I am asking because I haven’t passed a day in my life according to the thing so called perfect

Or I should correct even a second in my life

What do this mean at least I wanted to knew

Why do this all things or thoughts trigger my mind even I don’t want to think of that I don’t know about it

Ok I have planned hundred times according to the so called perfect but I haven’t till date came across that so long

What does that even look I don’t know yet?

I keep thinking these all thoughts in my imaginative mind and believe that it comes true soon

Knowing that it won’t

But still hopes are hopes they are never still like water at times

They keep going like time and don’t stop for even a second and at the end make up heap of dream

Not to be fulfilled

Is there anything called like perfect freedom

Because I haven’t came across that too

The more I get I think the less I am having

I think I am introvert

The thing is I spent a lot of time talking to me

To my soul

That this thing should be like that, that would look good with this and etc

Why do life keep going and not having a pause and rewind button

If that is allowed in this game of life

I would go back to my child age

Making plenty of mistakes without knowing the cause for that I have pay

But that can’t be possible right now

I think that is the possible cause for what I am dealing today

For what I am hungry today

My actual greed I say

What does anybody need freedom, dreams, cause and perfection?

Even having enough of it

But hunger is never satisfied if we get good food

We need more, the more we get the more we step up to achieve more I think that is life

We are never satisfied with what we are having and we need everything we are not having

The only contradiction I am proving is to a line I read somewhere

“Nothing is eternal”

Like nothing is for forever

Likewise are we, we change, step up at every second with our dreams with our partners, our thinking probably with everything we are having today

To have something is to let it go

I remember so I let go everything just to have something in future

But I haven’t came across that thing probably I am believing in a myth or else in journey of dreams

Secretly running by oneself

That rest is same but not still

Hope to come across something like really called perfection and freedom according to dictionary of dreams and yes

A line “everything is eternal”

What I have to do is just WAIT….!!! NA?

"If Everything is perfect,

the life will be a pause,

don't know that still time

will be good or not 

but  i will have sometime

that will be only mine..:"